you were everything to me, and sadly you still are. how can we have been through so much, always proclaiming love, to have you walk away so coldly? i hate that you can. i envy you. the thing that hurts the most, is how could you have ignored my graduation? you knew what day it was.. when it was.. even where. but you cold-heartedly ignored it. that was it for me. no amount of love can conquer the pain, that your actions left. no, i am not moving on. i am not able to. not yet. i cry for you daily. i hurt, even in my dreams. now i am left, to raise our baby.. alone. i wish you would be here. but you left based on gossip. yes, i fucked up. yes, i messed up. but the sad thing is, my fuck ups ended long before you started to act this way. now i am left, terrified and feeling hopeless. i wish i could hate you. i want to hate you. for how you made me feel, for what you are doing now. but i cannot hate you. nor can i hate anybody. i miss you terribly. nothing can fill this void. i no longer have hope for you, for us. i don’t even want to see you. you will know when your child is born, as will your family. it would be so unfair to keep a child from their father. if you choose to not be around, the baby will know about you. will have a picture of you in their room, until they remove it. no dating for me, although you most likely have a new girl. your love for me was never as strong as mine for you. yes, i strayed. but i never stopped loving you. my wonderings always left me loving you more, appreciating you more. i am done though. i can no longer even look at your picture, without feeling some degree of disgust for what you have become, who you have become. you have lost me, and whether you realize it now, or you do in years, i was the best thing in your life, and you left it.
Simplicity, is very well the key.
I'm Morgan.
20 Years Old.
Five Tattoos.
Five Piercings.
Ears At Half Inches.
Marlboro Smooth 100's Make Me Smile.
Gin Does Too.
Kill Hannah Owns My Heart.
I Am Obsessed With Owls.
Random Colors Grace My Hair.
Books Are Amazing.
I'm A Random Person,
As Will Be Noticed Through My Posts.
stay in school people please.
350% RETARDED.
LMFAO.
This makes me worry for the future of our country.
(Source: usedtampon, via -standout)
you wanna freak out when I tell you I am staying with a friend,
but I won’t tell you her name.
you wanna slightly spaz when I tell you I might see our mutual friend,
who just happens to be male.
you left me,
yet you ask for a hug and if you can kiss me on the cheek.
you say you need your time,
all the while it felt like my world was crumbling.
it’s been two weeks,
since you left me.
two weeks since you turned your back on not only me,
but your unborn child.
in those two weeks,
I’ve laughed,
I’ve smiled,
I’ve cried,
I’ve missed you,
but I’ve become stronger.
Maybe your “space” was to show me how much I need you,
instead it’s done the opposite.
congratulations darling,
you’ve finally pushed me far enough.
Enjoy your drugs,
your alcohol,
and what else it is you have been wasting money,
and time on.
I will enjoy the feeling of a life growing inside of me,
knowing I will be a mother to a beautiful baby.
No, my road isn’t easy,
but my road is the most rewarding. <33
and i thought i meant something,
but as usual,
i thought wrong..
